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Cluttered Sign
03:30
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I feel my footsteps getting deeper
I feel my knees as they get weaker
And I wish I could just go to bed
My head
Two halves of me at constant ends
Holding me down
Full of everything I never said
As my life unfolds
I’m digging myself deeper in this hole.
I feel my footsteps getting deeper
I feel my knees as they get weaker
And I wish I could just go to bed
And sleep it all away.
I fill my lungs then they collapse
I dug too long and now I’m
trapped again inside my head.
This is everything I feared
And I try to be sincere
You use my words against me cut me ear to ear
I feel my footsteps getting deeper
I feel my knees as they get weaker
And I wish I could just go to bed
And sleep it all away.
I fill my lungs then they collapse
I dug too long and now I’m
Trapped again inside my head.
If a cluttered desk is a cluttered mind
Of what then is an empty desk a sign
If a cluttered desk is a cluttered mind
Of what then is an empty desk a sign
I’m walking in circles
Everything I’m thinking, I’m second guessing.
Cos the weight of these words, is pulling me down
I’m losing my grip at this rate I’ll probably drown
Cos the weight of these words, is pulling me down
I’m slipping, I’m sinking
I feel my footsteps getting deeper
I feel my knees as they get weaker
And I wish I could just go to bed
And sleep it all away
I fill my lungs then they collapse
I dug too long and now I’m trapped again inside my head
It’s louder here than I remember.
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Boneless
03:05
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Take me back to the place I remember
The place we used to go when we were kids
I’m sick I’m sick I’m sixteen, I give I give in too easily
Had a sword hanging over my head
Dangling by the thread
Times I thought I was better off dead
And I’m falling short of who I need to be
And I know I’ll be fine
I just don’t wanna get left behind cos I’m
Dead in the water and all I can see is this
Fucking disease and it’s eating at me, I’m just trying to sleep
I’ve felt, physically weak
The best part of 3 years now
And I’ve been running circles in my mind
Round and round trying to find
A sense of stability
So I don’t fall in too deep
I don’t think I can sit this one out
There’s just too much left in me
Too much inside to sweat out
I’m just another patient
And I’m losing my patience
Do you understand the gravity of what you just said to me.
Cos I’m
Dead in the water and all I can see is this
Fucking disease and it’s eating at me, I’m just trying to sleep
I’ve felt, physically weak
The best part of 3 years now
And I’ve been running circles in my mind round and round trying to find
A sense of stability so I don’t fall in too deep
Take me, back to the place I remember
The place that we used to go
I’m sick I’m sick I’m sixteen
I give I give in too easily.
Struggling all of the years that I fought it for
So long I thought I was dead in the water
Struggling all of the years that I fought it for
So long I thought I was dead in the water
I’m sick I’m sick I’m sixteen
I give I give in too easily
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Gnarmalade
01:43
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Another day goes by I’m weaker and I’ve lost faith in myself
The world around me seems so hopeless all I want to do is help
Your apathetic makes me sick, you only look out for yourself
Too blinded by your ignorance you have been put up on the shelf
Lately I have been trying to figure out just who I wanna be
I’m so happy it’s just not enough for me
My sense of self has faded
Everything about me is changing
Am I hopelessly jaded
Or am I just still waiting
The struggling has worn me down
I feel myself wasting away
I pretend to bite my tongue
I have nothing left to say.
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Lock-In
03:05
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The last few years are a blur
Bring me up from the dirt
Even though I’ve been home
I can’t help feeling uncertain
Tears in my eyes
pull back the curtain
These are my scars
This is my time to earn them
I
I’m getting sick of this.
Watching friends destroy themselves
Smile fake too drunk to tell
You can’t tell me this is what you want
when you called up asking me for help
How can you expect to grow
If you’ve already chosen
Where this ends
This is why we’re friends
Don’t stay in the dark
Thinking what you say can’t make a difference
I know that it’s hard
He needs your help so sit and listen
And the thought that I know I’ll persist
Shows how important you’ve been through all this
Underneath your skin and bone
Is something that I’ll never know
Are we all problem kids
Or kids born of a problem
I know that underneath your skin and bone
Is something that I’ll never know
What are you trying so hard not to show
The last few years are a blur
Bring me up from the dirt
Even though I’ve been home
I can’t help feeling uncertain
Tears in my eyes
Pull back the curtain
These are my scars
This is my time to earn them
And the thought that I know I’ll persist
Shows how important you’ve been through all this
These are my scars this is my time to earn
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